kchil08: my world

Have you ever been lonely simply just by looking or listening to music or something? If you are going to ask me that question, I would answer it 'yes'.

But what is loneliness?

Loneliness is the feeling that is recognized because of the absence of a desired relationship. And me, as a typical teenager also experienced it.

The thing that make me lone are the things that make me remember an experience in life that made a great impact on me.

1. A simple, black cane - this thing has been used by my grandfather when he was still alive. We were not that close, well actually before..I feel some sort of hate for him for he always scolded me. But later I realized that he was so important to me. All my life, I wish to be close to him..my Lolo..but I don't have the chance anymore and it always makes me sad.



2. Any pictures of Lovers that shows passion and sweetness - well I really envy those kind of pictures..why? because I'm in a long distance relationship and it really makes me lonely..well happy in a part that I know he loves me too but there's always something that is missing. And it really saddens me.



3. Songs of Secondhand Serenade - I always listen to their songs because it is unique and so pleasant to the ear but if you will take a deeper understanding on its lyrics, you will find that it is so emotional and it can really carry your feelings with it. Sometimes when I'm listening to their songs, I just find myself crying like I'm the person in the story of the song. But FYI, SHS is my favorite band.




That things have made me lonely but still I'm looking at the brighter side of life..as they say:
"Behind the dark clouds, there is the sun"